I'm not a doctor, but I am prescribing you 500mgs of cowboy the fuck up.
For now, I will continue to ponder in what capacity I want this blog to exist. Do I want to speak on political or social merit? Do I wan people who live in my region to read it and know who I am? Or do I simply want to rant anonymously and share funny pictures with friends? There is a place and time for everything, but I am only on the Earth but once so I shall attempt to do everything simultaneously. If someone takes a deconstruction of a serious topic less seriously because it was preceded about how the world pisses me off, then I say, piss on them. In the future if I say something you disagree with, or if you simply want to troll me, leave a comment. If you are to afraid to speak up in any context, then Facebook is that way ---->
For now I will leave you with a thought. When J. Robert Oppenheimer first saw the results of the Manhattan Experiment in full effect e.g. a nuclear explosion, his thoughts immediately went to the Bhagavad Gita where Lord Krishna and Arjuna are having a conversation before the Kurukshetra War. To intimidate the human,Vishnu re-formed himself into the visage of a huge multi-armed writhing figure, enormously immense beyond the scale of simple human proportions. "Now I am become Death", he told the human, "destroyer of worlds.". (source)